Worry and Wonder

My life for the past 3 years has been spent....worrying and wondering....worrying and wondering....I wonder if there will ever be a day that I can stop worrying and wondering about Anderson. I wonder if my 3 year old will ever speak? Will he ever be able to live an independent life? What hard questions to ponder. Hard to imagine.......such a feeling of helplessness.....as I said last night....simply......heartbroken right now.....heartbroken..........